Author: Zazu
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Lemon, Yaoi
Pairings: 1x2x1, 3x4x5
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing, nor do I own the characters. I have borrowed them here for some fun and creativity, and this is not for profit. I do, however, own the plot mentioned here, and any instances that you may find similar to real life events are purely a coincidence. All of the characters depicted in this story are adults.
Author's Note: Beta-read by the lovely Clare, and will not make much sense if you didn't read the first fic.
Iia Disera Sequel Part 1
Heero opened one eye as the door to the anti-gravity room opened. He was expecting his other; Duo had been working in the back room and had told Heero that he wouldn't be too long.
His solid hologram drifted into the room, the door hissing shut behind him.
"What are you doing here?" Heero asked. The holo was a replica of himself not only physically but also retaining his original memories. But since it had been given a life of its own, much like Duo's holo, both holos had gained their own new memories and different habits. The pair resided down in the second level of Leo, coming up to the main level only when their assistance was needed. Otherwise, they helped to maintained the lower level with Trowa, helping the system do any necessary upgrades so that he would not be too exhausted.
With similar technology much like the way Duo had placed his Arian traits into the three systems, Duo had given a touch of Arian traits to the two holos. Then, Duo's holo had been named Shina, which meant 'heart' in the Arian language. Heero's holo was named Kohru, which meant 'soul', so that when both holos were placed together their names were 'heart and soul'. It was a little corny, Heero had to point out, but being attracted to each other had been one of the first things both holos had learned about each other and the names, as Duo pointed out, would only fit as such.
Kohru attached a line to himself and floated about. "Duo needed Shina to help recall something he'd done from a past project. I had something to ask you."
"Okay." Heero looked at Kohru. Sometimes, it was odd, seeing himself in the flesh and remembering that it was only a person with his original memories. The one memory he had not given Kohru was the one he had of being rejected by his other. Duo had been well-meaning, but the sense of emptiness and loss was not something Heero wanted anyone else to experience.
Kohru regarded Heero for a moment. "Answer honestly-"
"Arian's don't lie." Heero was a bit surprised how easily that sentence came and realized that it was from his Arian pride.
Kohru ignored him and continued. "Do you ever look at Shina...and desire him?"
Heero closed his eyes. "To say no would be a lie," he said after a moment. "After all, Shina looks exactly like Duo." He looked at Kohru, eyebrows furrowed. "Do you look at Duo and want him?"
Kohru crossed his arms. "No. Because the first thing I tell myself when I look at Duo is that he is not Shina." Then, the arms uncrossed as Kohru tugged himself back towards the wall. "But...I think Shina looks at you and wants you. After all, he does have memories of you, before I was completed."
Heero had to admit that he had never considered that. "I don't think you have to be concerned," he said after a moment. "After all, I believe that you are to Shina what Duo is to me. What I am to Duo is what Shina is to you, right?"
Kohru unlatched the line from himself and kicked off towards the door. He paused before giving the command to open the door.
"Shina's eyes darken when he looks at you, or when we talk about you."
Heero twisted around to see Kohru better. "I'm sure that it's just-"
"But it should be okay, right?" Kohru asked loudly, interrupting Heero. "After all, I am made with your memories so I have those memories of the interactions you both had together." Kohru's eyes were an odd shade of royal blue, something Heero had never seen or experienced. He couldn't place it, but then Kohru turned away. "I will not let you take Shina from me."
The door hissed open at Kohru's quiet command and closed behind the holo as he stepped through, leaving Heero confused within the room.
~*~
A short while later, the door hissed open again. Without opening his eyes, Heero knew it was his other; the arms that slipped around him, moving him in the anti gravity room, confirmed this.
"Sleeping?" Duo murmured.
"No," Heero sighed.
Duo nudged them away from the wall and pulled himself in front of Heero. He straddled Heero at the waist, his hands resting on Heero's shoulders. "What are you thinking?" he asked curiously.
"Kohru came to talk to me a little while ago."
Duo nodded, not that Heero could see him. "I asked Shina to give me a hand with recalling something. What did Kohru want?"
Heero opened his eyes then. "Duo..." He uncrossed his arms and touched Duo's wrist. Duo leaned down, his eyes already a shade darker, but Heero pressed his fingers against Duo's mouth to halt the kiss. "What do you think when you see Kohru?"
"What do I think?" Duo asked after kissing Heero's fingers. "I think of Shina. The two of them are pretty inseparable."
"What else?"
Duo's gaze was quizzical. "What do you mean, what else?"
"Do you ever look at him and...want him?"
"I know I'm looking at you right now and that I want you." Duo's hand moved from Heero's shoulder to his neck, tracing up to play with Heero's hair.
"You haven't answered my question." Heero had to fight against his own primal urges, especially when Duo was tugging lightly at his hair.
"I guess so. I mean, when you get down to it, Kohru is physically like you."
"And he had taken you before I had." Heero felt a sudden irritation at that thought.
"That was before a lot of things," Duo said. "Besides, I happen to know my other very well. Even just looking at you both I can tell you apart. Can't you tell Shina and I apart?"
Heero sighed. "Kohru...he asked me if I ever looked at Shina and felt desire."
A flash of surprise crossed Duo's face, followed by a narrowing of his eyes. The legs around Heero squeezed a little tighter. "And what did you answer?"
"I said that it'd be a lie if I said no, because Shina looks exactly like you."
Duo's hands were suddenly working at Heero's belt.
"Duo!" Heero grabbed at the hands, but Duo yanked his hand free, tugging at the line to lead them back to the wall. Deftly unhooking the line from Heero, he snagged Heero's hand and propelled them towards the door. Heero almost stumbled exiting the anti-gravity room and Duo dragged him past a surprised Quatre, who was standing at the door of the pantry.
"It's time to eat...Duo? Heero?"
"Don't wait for us," Duo snapped. Heero didn't speak until they had entered their room and the door had hissed shut behind them.
"Mireh." Duo growled, pushing Heero against the door and sealing their lips together.
Heero pushed Duo back, even as his body responded to his other's touches and close proximity. "Duo, wait."
"You are mine! My other! Not Shina's!"
"I know that," Heero said, pushing at Duo so he could think. "And you are mine as well. Kohru can look at you and immediately remind himself that you are not Shina. But he told me-" Heero moaned as Duo nipped at his neck, but he tried to control his urges and finish what he was saying. The hips moving against his were tempting; he wanted to forget everything and give in to his other's touches. But something else told him that it was important to finish this conversation. He shifted and nudged at Duo again, trying to dissuade the touches for another moment.
Duo pulled back, his eyes no longer dark with lust, but light with anger. "Why are you pushing me away?"
"Duo, let me-"
"Why is it that your body says you are Arian, and yet your mind is still like a Hydran?" Duo suddenly snapped. "It complicates things!"
Heero felt his own irritation although he tried to suppress it. "It was not my fault that I was brought up as a human, a Hydran!" He drew a hand through his hair. "Please, Duo, I don't want to fight."
"You desire Shina when you look at him!" Duo said angrily. "Arians do not look at anyone else once they have found their other!"
"You said yourself that you desired Kohru, at least physically! You should understand me." Heero's heel hit the door in frustration before he could register the emotion or action. "Damn it!" He stepped past Duo into the room, not wanting to be close to the walls to damage it, not that he could; the material was too strong.
Duo's fisted his hands. "You are mine," he said in a hard voice, even though what Heero had said was true; he was a hypocrite, desiring a hologram designed physically like Heero and yet getting angry that Heero felt desire for a hologram designed like himself.
"Kohru told me that Shina's eyes darken when he looks at me." The sound of flesh against solid wall made Heero turn quickly.
"I'll destroy him if he dares to touch you!" Duo hit the wall again with an angry growl.
"Duo, stop," Heero pleaded, his anger bleeding away as he wrapped his arms around Duo when his other hit the wall a third time. He sought for Duo's braid, clinging onto it for a bit of comfort. "Calm yourself. Right now, we realized that Kohru is the only one who is stepping back and identifying his other rationally, not through his urges. You, Shina and I will need to learn to do that as well. That's all there is to it, right?"
Duo kicked the door. "I never expected this problem."
"No one did."
Duo turned and buried his face against Heero's chest. "I'm sorry," he said quietly. "I...my anger..."
"I understand," Heero hugged Duo hard, not liking what had happened between them. Almost a hundred rotations had past since their one and only issue with Heero trying to space himself because Duo had hidden away from him. This was the first time anger had come up between them, from both of them, and Heero decided that he would not like a repeat performance.
"Mireh," Duo whispered as if to console himself.
"Saruowa," Heero replied, speaking the Arian term for 'yours'. "Iia disera, Duo," he added softly. "I am Arian. It was hard for me to push you away, but my head kept telling me that it was an important issue."
"Iiala aysuei," Duo apologized, kissing Heero's jaw. "Iia disera...I want you too, you know it..."
Their touches became intimate again and Duo pulled back, looking into Heero's dark blue eyes. His own would be dark purple, and before he lost himself any deeper into his other, Duo licked Heero's lips. "Although your Hydran-like brain complicates things sometimes..." he said softly, leaning in to nip the lobe of Heero's ear. "I think it'd be interesting to have your Hydran side out once in a while to play."
"Lesson three section two," Heero recited. "Arians will, very rarely, wait to take care of their other. But the wait always proves very, very fruitful."
"Mmhmm," Duo hummed, pushing Heero back towards the bed. Heero lay down and Duo crawled over him, eyes so dark they were bordering on black. "It will be fruitful...not only did I have to wait just now but I also need to...reassert myself."
Heero moaned as Duo's hand rubbed at his groin then unbuckled his belt to pull them off of Heero. "I told Quatre that we're not going to be eating and I don't lie. I'm hungry, Heero..." Duo moved lower. "Feed me, lover," he whispered the affectionate English word before kissing the tip of Heero's cock.
"Saruowa," Heero moaned. "I'm all yours."
~*~
A moan echoed in the back room and there was a muffled curse when several buttons were accidentally pressed. "Kohru..."
"Mireh, Shina," Kohru said, leaning down to claim his other's lips, hips moving rthymically. "You're mine, Shina, mine..."
Shina pulled at Kohru until the other holo lifted him up from the desk and pushed him against the wall just adjacent to where they were. "Yes," Shina hissed. "Yours, my other..."
Both of them fell under their Arian urges and erotic sounds echoed in the room...
But Kohru was not so far gone that he missed the quiet hiss of 'Heero' from Shina as the holo climaxed, clutching Kohru to himself. His eyes flashed between almost black and a light blue and he buried his face into Shina's neck, feeling conflicted in his desire for Shina and his sudden anger towards Heero.
~*~
Heero entered the control center and smiled at Quatre, who turned to greet him.
"Good morning, Heero," Quatre said. "Where's Duo?"
"Sleeping," Heero chuckled. "And probably will be for a little longer. I'll go back to join him in a little bit."
"You still aren't used to sleeping as much as he does, are you?"
Heero shook his head. "Not nearly as much," he confessed. "After all, I was brought up under a strict schedule, and sleeping that much was considered a waste of time." He approached the blond system and looked down at what he was typing. "What are you doing?"
"Sending in some landing requests."
"Landing requests?"
Quatre nodded and pulled the galaxy map onto the main screen. "That blinking blip is Leo," he explained to Heero. "And Duo should be wanting to land somewhere around this time. He's getting restless on Leo, since we've been on board for a while. We may not return to Adua for almost two thousand rotations, but if possible, Duo likes to get off of Leo for a bit every couple hundred rotations."
"So where would we be landing, and when?" Heero asked, curious.
"The closest location is Zera, and that's about thirty-five rotations away. That puts us to almost three hundred rotations travelled since we last left Adua."
"What's on Zera?"
"I don't know," Quatre shrugged. "This is Duo's second trip from Adua. The first trip was where he stopped by my planet and picked up the three of us. We spent the remainder of that trip travelling in another direction from Adua than this one."
Heero nodded slowly. It made sense to travel to different places; Duo had said that Leo had no specific destination. "How do you know if Zera is safe?"
Quatre tapped his head. "Database. I know enough about Zera to know that we would be welcome there, that we would be able to communicate, and that it would be a fairly safe place for us."
Heero frowned. "But if you have database information on Zera, how is it that you don't know what else is there?"
Quatre smiled. "The database information is restricted because Arians like to experience things on their own. With the bare minimum, the database can provide places to go as well as warn us away from places that wouldn't welcome us. Anything beyond that, we're supposed to gather for ourselves."
Heero nodded again. "So, we're going to land on Zera," he said softly.
"Is it your first time landing on a planet?"
"Yes. When I left Earth...Hydro, I was bound for Star X296 for some studies. That was my second time leaving Hydro; the first time I'd gone to the moon to do further training."
They'd lapsed into silence when Quatre's computer pinged and he read the message he received. He tapped a few keys and turned to Heero again. "Does it make you nervous?" he suddenly asked.
Heero blinked. "I'm not sure," he said slowly. "I don't think I'll be unsafe since I'm not alone. At the same time, it's a little mind-boggling that I'll be going somewhere that humans don't even know about."
"It would seem that there is much more database information from Adua than from Hydro."
Heero sighed. "Space exploration hadn't started that long ago for us."
"Us," Quatre echoed. "Do you still think of yourself as a Hydran, Heero?"
Heero looked back at Quatre, confused. "Why do you say that?"
"Maybe there are some things that you can't change. Like your sleeping habits. Your language, your words, your ideas, things you were brought up with. It's impossible to erase your life from Hydro, right?"
"Hydro was all I knew before Leo." Heero shifted. "To be honest, there are some parts of me that get confused between Arian instinct and my more human thoughts. Duo pointed that out earlier, when he was...more eager to succumb to our instincts than I was." Heero flushed a little at the brief mention of more intimate matters.
"There are still many things I want to learn of Hydro," Quatre said. "Shall we pick a topic like we did last time, when we talked about the history of changing land? Pangea?"
"Maybe a little later, Quatre." Heero turned towards the door. "Let me get back to Duo first. I'll need some time to wake him up to eat."
Quatre chuckled in understanding. "See you in the pantry later."
Heero returned to the room he shared with Duo. It was Duo's room, the closest to the control center. His other was still curled up and asleep; he hadn't moved since Heero had detached himself from Duo's back. As he removed his clothes before slipping back under the blanket, Heero had a sudden thought.
Did Duo really mind that he was more human than Arian? Duo had expressed his displeasure towards that aspect not so long ago when Heero was trying to discuss the issue of Shina and Kohru while Duo was trying to be intimate, to reaffirm his possession of his other. What would happen if he never became as much of an Arian as Duo? Would that cause a rift between them?
The thought of a rift reminded him of the intense emptiness from not seeing Duo. Heero shivered as he spooned up behind Duo again, pressing his nose into Duo's braid and breathing in deeply.
Did it mean that he'd have to push his human thoughts away, to push away more of his past in order to embrace being an Arian?
Heero's thoughts wavered. Duo had accepted him, no, claimed that Heero was his other when he'd hardly known Heero at all. That was before they'd even known that Heero was an Arian. No matter how strong that sense of knowing was, Heero couldn't help but wonder if the feeling ever changed, like human feelings did. He knew very well now, what that feeling was like, that sure sense of belonging. But what if his human side continually did things that angered Duo, or made the both of them uneasy?
He pushed the thoughts away. The best way to deal with it was to focus Duo's attention on a good talk. It would have to be after eating breakfast; that was the time that Duo was most awake and not having any urges to eat, sleep, or gain release. For now, he'd enjoy waking his other as he had done for the past many rotations.
With an arm managing to slip under Duo's waist, Heero could hug his other to himself. He pushed the blankets away, kicking them down to their feet, and lifted his other hand to draw a finger down Duo's nose. "Wake up," he murmured.
Duo's eyebrows furrowed, but Heero couldn't see it. He repeated the gesture. "Wake up, Duo," he said softly. "It's almost time to eat."
Duo shifted, leaning back a little more against Heero, a soft sigh escaping his lips. The bare body of his other against his front caused instant arousal for Heero; it was like a switch being flipped. Heero embraced the feeling. He let his hand walk down Duo's chest, splaying his fingers against Duo's abdomen as he slipped his leg over Duo's legs. Licking the outer shell of Duo's ear, Heero let a finger trace Duo's soft member.
"Are you sure you want to miss this?" Heero whispered softly as he began to rub Duo intimately.
Duo's body reacted quickly. After a moment, he responded physically and verbally to Heero. The lilting Arian coming from Duo reminded Heero that he'd yet to fully understand the language; it was something he wanted to learn quickly.
"Is that a no, you don't want to miss this?" Heero asked teasingly, spreading the liquid he found seeping from Duo all over the hardness.
The hand closing around his busy one was the answer Duo wanted to convey. Heero didn't let his other turn; he remained spooned up behind the drowsy Arian as he touched him intimately. His own hips shifted forward against Duo, only to have Duo push back, making Heero breathe in deeply. For a while, the two of them moved gently together, easing each other towards release.
"Heero..." Duo whispered as his body tensed, ready for climax.
"I love you," Heero suddenly murmured into Duo's hair. Duo was too deep into his climax to hear or understand Heero, and with another gasp of his name, Duo came. His hand grasped Heero's, which was splayed against his abdomen to hold him. Heero followed Duo easily into climax, his seed coating Duo's backside. After a moment, they relaxed and Heero shifted away, searching for one of the towels they kept close to the bed specifically for cleaning purposes. He wiped Duo clean first, then cleaned his own hand before tossing the towel behind himself onto the floor.
"Hey," Duo greeted him, shifting onto his back. His hand traced Heero's jaw for a moment.
Only when they sought for release right after sleep did they manage to keep from sleeping right away; their bodies did not need the sleep then. Duo was wide awake and hungry, but for the moment, he stared up into Heero's eyes and smiled.
"What?" Heero asked.
Duo fumbled above for the mic before he spoke. "I love your eyes," he said, rubbing Heero's arm. "I'll never be tired of looking into them."
Heero shifted and sat up. "You're a sweet talker," he said. "Come on. Go get washed up and dressed. It's about time to eat."
Duo's stomach rumbled and Duo sat up. "You're thinking," he said, studying Heero.
"I saw Quatre a little earlier and he spoke of landing on Zera."
The smile that graced Duo's lips was genuine. "It will be fun to explore a new place with you, my other."
Heero nodded. "It will be."
"What we talked about..." Duo said. "I will talk to Kohru first."
"Okay." Heero nodded. "After you figure things out about Zera and landing. Quatre was requesting landing, and I know he saved some files and things."
"Right." Duo leaned forward and nuzzled Heero. "You smell good."
Heero shifted and distanced himself from Duo, knowing that they could easily become aroused again. "Go wash," he ordered.
Duo sighed dramatically. "Spoilsport." He got out of bed and stretched. "You're lucky I'm really hungry after missing the last meal, or I'd like to express my gratitude for waking up the way I did. In fact, I'd like to encourage it." He winked at Heero, causing Heero to flush a little. Chuckling at the sight of his other looking embarrassed, Duo headed for the washroom.
As soon as the door closed, Heero sat down on the bed again. Suddenly, there were a lot of things to deal with; the new planet, Kohru and Shina as well as his dilemma about being human versus Arian.
First and foremost was the issue of Kohru and Shina. Heero decided to put aside the issue he had of being human for the time being.
He shook his head and his stomach rumbled loudly. Being hungry was definitely making him think too much.
TBC...
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