Created by Love, Blood and Death Part 6
Duo's POV
The rest of the day went fine. Shinii popped in and out every once in while. I think she might have been checking up on Heero. Personally I'm happy about that. But every time she left I got this strange feeling. Like I was being watched. Just to be on the safe side I stayed away from the shadows. I go to bed early and hope I don't have a nightmare.
Once again I am in what Shinii called my lover's house. I stand in the main room. Well okay so it was the living room, dining and kitchen all in one. But it was nice. It looked like only one person lived here. A single chair to sit by the fireplace. A small table with two chairs at it. The room was rather small, but for one person it would be fine. I wonder if I lived here with my lover?
I look around and spot a door. It probably leads to the bedroom. For some reason I go to it. As I reach for the knob I hear something. It sounded like a moan. I shake my head and open the door. The room is dark, except for a candle coming from one of the walls. I hear another moan. I look to where the sound comes from and freeze.
I see the bed and two people are on it. Don't ask me why but I walk up to them and see that they are moving. They're covered by something but I can tell what they're doing. Their movements are slow and sensual. They're making love. Their moans and gasps are soft and I suddenly feel bad for spying on such a private moment. It now that I see that they're surrounded by hair. Who ever this person on top is sure has a lot of hair.
I look at the one lying down. Oh my god its Heero! Oh god, his eyes are glazed over with passion. He holds onto the other's shoulders, and his legs are wrapped around his lover's waist. His moans are so soft and I swear I hear his undying love in them. He's gorgeous, light sheen of sweat covers him. I think my heart is breaking. He moves his head to the side so his lover can kiss his neck.
"Duo." Huh? I blink, can he see me?
"Shh Koibito." I look at his lover and for the first time I see myself.
My hair is undone, and I'm the one thrusting into Heero. God it's all so beautiful. I watch as my double kisses him. My double's hand moving to take a hold of Heero's arousal and pump slowly in time with the thrusts. And then I watch them climax together. They moan each other's names, holding onto one another tightly. My double pulls out of Heero and lays down next to him. They hold each other. I want to be the double. Heero's so gentle here. Not the Heero I know. Not the Heero that ignores me. I feel like crying.
"I love you." Heero says softly.
Oh god.
"I love you." My double says back.
"Why?"
"You know why." My double takes one of Heero's hands and kisses it gently. It is then that I wake up.
Naturally.
When I open my eyes I see Shinii looking right at me. She is sitting next to me. We stare at each other for few moments. "Where ya been?" I asked.
"Watching Heero." She looks a little lost. Like she's holding back something.
"How is he?"
"Fine." She is way too much like Heero.
"Do you ever sleep?"
"Sometimes."
"Sleep then, I'm tired."
"You remember." It was a statement.
"Remember what?"
"Your Lover."
"My dream showed me..."
"I told you they are not dreams, they are memories."
I sit up. "Do you know what you're saying? You're saying Heero was my lover. Do you...." I stop and stare at her. She knows something. The way she looked at Heero lunch the first day she showed up. She starts to get up to leave, but I grab for her arm. I want some answers.
"NO daddy DON'T!" She looks scared.
I'm suddenly bombarded with memories of Heero and Shinii. Heero reading to her at night. Heero laughing and crying with her. Holding her. Oh god, it's like she's his daughter. And then I'm hit with memories of Shinii and me. Me holding her, reading to her. Me walking with her among dead. Oh god, and the other memories of death and a place I've never seen.
I let go of her and fall back on the bed.
Shinii sits back down. "You should never touch death willingly."
I look at her. "I am death. I'm Shinigami right?"
A tear falls onto her cheek.
"You gave me hints, you know." Shinii looks at me.
"You said you were created by Shinigami, your master. You call me 'master'. Guess I really am stupid if it took me this long to figure it out. Why am I so sore?"
"With memories comes pain. They never wanted you to remember. You should sleep." She lies down next to me. She seems so innocent. So sweet.
Shinii POV
My master remembers. He knows who he was. Who his love was. But does he know who I am? Just his creation that was told to call him daddy. Does he know what happened to put him here? Does he know that some of the other gods wish to destroy him, and all that he holds dear?
While I'm thinking about it. Why did the Fates place his love here? Why did they place them all here? Wouldn't it make more sense to send them to the far corners of the world and keep them apart? I wonder if I could talk to them?
TBC...
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