Author: Zazu
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Lemon
Pairings: 1x2
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing, nor do I own the characters. I have borrowed them here for some fun and creativity, and this is not for profit. I do, however, own the plot mentioned here, and any instances that you may find similar to real life events are purely a coincidence.
Notes: Not beta-read. This is for Sharon and Mousey Karo, both of whom wanted to see this written out. Thank you, Sharon, for the initial idea, and thank you, Mousey Karo, for pushing for the part prior to this one. This is a companion to the fic Curious Heero vs. Devious Duo.
I Love You, I Trust You
It was very, very difficult for Heero not to worry over what he'd found in Duo's wallet.
The days went by quickly, quicker than usual somehow, and then they were at only a few days before Christmas.
It was the night of the twenty-second that Heero held Duo to himself, feeling Duo's heart calm along with his own. He gripped Duo's braid and his other hand rest on Duo's hip.
"Duo?"
"Hm?" Duo didn't move his head from Heero's chest.
"I just wanted to tell you," Heero murmured. "That this tattoo is absolutely perfect."
Duo smiled against Heero's skin. "You've told me that before."
"I...I don't ever want to see anything else on you, except for this."
Duo was tired, but he still understood where Heero's statement had come from. "Mm, are you sure?"
"Yes," Heero replied quickly.
Duo lifted his hand and rest it on Heero's chest, his index finger playing idly with a still-hard nipple. "I don't think I'd protest to seeing something on you," he said softly, although mentally he was trying very hard not to laugh. Heero stiffened and caught Duo's hand.
"I...wouldn't mind a tattoo for you," Heero replied.
"But I did the tattoo," Duo murmured. "You'd have to do something different."
"...like?"
"I don't know," Duo said. "What do you think I'd like?"
Heero sighed. "Suddenly, I feel like I'm not so sure."
Duo decided that he could take the teasing a little further. Worming his hand from Heero's grasp, he let his fingers walk down Heero's chest and abdomen until he could touch Heero's flaccid cock. "Well, I like this very much," he said as he gently rubbed it, feeling it harden in his grasp.
"Oh yea?" Heero gasped, either form the sensation or the statement; Duo wasn't sure.
"Yea." Duo kissed Heero's chest before wiggling down. "It happens to be on my list of fun things. Although I'm pretty sure there are some other ways that it could be a bit more fun. There are lots of things we've never tried, right?" Before Heero could answer, Duo had taken Heero into his mouth, his tongue licking and twirling.
Heero never got to answer.
~*~
Duo was already out of the house when Heero awoke on the twenty-fourth. He'd been dialling the number to Duo's cell phone when he noticed a note from Duo.
Good morning, Heero!
I've got some errands to run. I'll be back just after dinner and then there's somewhere that I want to take you.
It's a part of my Christmas gift to you, and I don't think you'll ever guess what it is. I'm sorry I won't be able to spend most of today with you, but I swear I'll make it up to you.
See you soon.
Love,
Duo
Heero clicked off the phone and read the message again. The sheet crumbled in his hand.
What if Duo was really...using that gift certificate? But Duo had said he was going to take him somewhere. What if Duo really meant to use that gift certificate...
On him?
Heero mentally cursed himself for not having taken note of the name of the place, or an address. He couldn't even go to stop Duo! A sudden thought crossed his mind and he hurried through his morning routine before making a strong cup of coffee and sitting down at his laptop.
He began his search in any and all information he could find with regards to piercings in the groin area. He swallowed hard at the images that he came across in his search. Of course, if Duo did want to do something like that, he'd have to have Heero's full consent...
Right?
Heero groaned, shutting down his laptop. Duo had gotten himself tattooed! If Duo really, really wanted Heero to get that piercing, did Heero have it in himself to say no?
With images of Duo flashing behind his closed eyes, Heero suddenly wasn't so sure if he could refuse a request from his lover...
Throwing himself to his feet, he began to pace, worrying over the gift certificate and wondering just how he could get out of this present.
True to his word, Duo returned home just after dinner time, not that Heero had been able to eat much himself.
"You're not dressed!" Duo complained when he saw Heero.
"Let's stay in," Heero said, slipping arms around Duo's waist and leaning in for a kiss. Duo allowed the kiss but pulled away before they could get carried away.
"But there's somewhere I have to take you," Duo said. "You didn't call me earlier so you must have gotten my note."
"Where do we have to go?" Heero asked.
"It's a secret."
Heero frowned and Duo laughed.
"Trust me?" Duo asked. "It's something that...I really want to give to you."
Heero couldn't say no to that. "I'll go get changed."
Duo did the driving and Heero couldn't recognize just where they were going. The shop they walked into simply read "Franklin's" and there were no other clues beyond the name. All around there were random trinkets in a dark shop that gave no clues to Heero. He followed Duo to the counter where he saw Duo slip something across the counter to the man behind it. Heero swallowed.
"Just a moment," the man said before slipping past the curtain to the back.
Duo turned to Heero and smiled. "Ready?" he asked.
"I'm not sure for what," Heero breathed, rubbing his sweaty palms onto his pants.
"Tell me, Heero," Duo murmured, stepping closer to be head. "Would you do anything for me, starting by trusting that I would not let you anything or anyone harm you?"
Heero nodded. "Yes." He would, he realized. He may not like it, but he did trust Duo and he did want to be able to do something for Duo. If Duo wanted him pierced, then he would try it.
"Come on through whenever you're ready," the man called.
"All right!" Duo answered, and then turned back to Heero. "When we go in there, Heero, there's going to be a table. I want you to lie down on it, and then I'm going to give you a small dose of sedative. It will put you under for fifteen minutes, no more, no less."
"What for?"
"Trust me," Duo whispered. "Okay?"
Slowly, Heero nodded. "Okay."
Duo leaned in for a kiss, and Heero kissed Duo back, feeling his uncertainties bleed away from him.
Duo wouldn't let any harm come to him. He believed that.
They made their way around the counter to pass the curtain and there was a table with a single syringe on it. Duo picked it up, setting it off to the side. "Up you go," he said. Heero complied, lying down on his back. Duo produced something from his pocket, and Heero realized it was a wireless earpiece. He took it from Duo and fitted it to his ear.
"I'm going to turn the phones on now," Duo said. "And I have to leave the room once you're under but I'll be with you the whole way. Call my name when you're awake."
Heero swallowed hard and nodded, rubbing his sweaty palms on his pants again.
Duo bent down. "I love you," he whispered before sealing their lips together again.
"Love you back," Heero replied when Duo pulled away.
"Ready?"
Heero nodded and watched as Duo checked the syringe and gave Heero the injection. Setting the emptied needle aside, Duo took Heero's hand and rest the other above Heero's heart.
"See you soon," Duo murmured. Heero heard the voice clearly in his ear.
And then he faded into the darkness.
When he awoke, Heero felt as if no time had elapsed. Checking himself quickly, he realized that nothing had been done to him. All of his clothes were still in tact, but Duo was gone. He felt something on his neck and touched it, feeling soft leather and a single pendant with ridges. It felt suspiciously like a small key.
"Duo?" Heero said softly.
"Right here, Heero."
"Where are you?"
"I left you the car Heero. Don't take the choker off; it's a part of your gift. I want you to drive home now."
"Drive home?"
"Yes. Do you remember the way?"
"Yes, I do," Heero replied. "Do I...can I just walk out of here?"
"Yes."
Heero got off the table and walked back to the curtain. The man was still there at the counter and he gave Heero a glance. Heero nodded at the man and the man nodded back, producing the key to Duo's car. Accepting it, Heero walked towards the door and made his way to Duo's car.
"Let me know if you need help with directions," Duo said. "And remember what I said. Don't take the choker off, please?"
"What's going on, Duo?" Heero asked, slipping behind the wheel. Looking in the mirror, he saw that it was indeed a small key, an odd looking one, but a key nevertheless.
"You'll see soon enough."
"Did...something happen to me back there?"
"Maybe," Duo teased. "Do you think something happened to you there?"
Heero sighed. "I'm not sure, actually," he said. "Are you home?"
"Not yet. Soon."
Heero frowned.
"Stop frowning, Heero. Just trust me."
His lover knew him well. Heero chuckled and sighed again. "I just wish you'd tell me what's going on. I don't..."
"I know," Duo said quietly. "I know you don't like unknowns. But I had reason to do this. Trust me. You'll know everything soon enough."
Heero nodded. "Okay."
He may have pushed the speeding limits just a little and it seemed like no time and an eternity had passed by the time he reached home. Parking the car in the garage, he spoke again.
"I've just parked the car."
"All right. The connection won't keep through the elevator. Just come home."
"On my way now," Heero said, pressing the button for the elevator.
"Heero?"
"Yes?"
"I..."
"What is it?" Heero asked when Duo hesitated.
Duo chuckled. "I can't wait to see you."
"You're home, right?"
"Yes."
"Then I'll be right there." With that, Heero severed the connection and stepped into the elevator.
He unlocked the door to the apartment and stepped in.
"Duo?" he called. There was no response. When he turned to lock the door, he found a note on the back of the door.
I know the first part of your gift has been strange and uneventful and you're probably not all that sure what part of it was really a gift except for the choker I put around your neck. The second part of the gift is in the bedroom.
Heero toed off his shoes and set them aside, slipping his hand through his hair, trying to figure Duo out. He approached the bedroom and found another short note on the door.
I love you.
I trust you.
Duo
He knocked. "Duo? I'm coming in." Heero eased the door open.
All the curtains had been drawn and Duo had somehow managed to dark them considerably. His hand automatically found the light switch but it didn't turn any lights on. The only light came from a short string of Christmas lights, blue ones and white ones, across the headboard of their bed. He could make out the shape of Duo, stretched out on the bed.
"Duo?" he called again, stepping in and easing the door shut out of habit, even though it cut off the light from the hall.
"Here," Duo called softly, sitting up.
"What's going on?" Heero asked, still confused as he made his way to the bed. From the lights he could better make out his lover and he realized with a start that Duo was naked.
"Come here," Duo said, offering a hand. Heero swallowed and walked closer, sitting on the bed.
"Duo?" he breathed, letting Duo pull him closer for a kiss. His hand automatically cupped Duo's check, the other resting on Duo's waist. He pulled back, wanting answers, but Duo's hand was up, his fingers at Heero's mouth.
"I meant what I wrote on the door, Heero," Duo said. Heero realized that Duo's hair was unbound as well; the lights lit Duo up in a way that Heero had never seen his lover. He also realized with a start, that there was something cold and hard against his chin, where Duo's wrist was since his hand was still at Heero's mouth. Before he could reach for them, Duo had removed his hand.
"I love you, and I trust you...with all of me." With that, Duo leaned back, reaching his hands up. The flash of reflective metal caught Heero's eye but then before he could register exactly what it was, a series of clicks told him the answer.
His eyes traced up Duo's arms and he saw that Duo had cuffed himself to the headboard, through the vertical rails, effectively binding himself in place. His mouth was dry as he stared down at Duo, trying to understand.
"All yours," Duo whispered. "Heero...make love to me?"
A small sound escaped Heero as he finally understood Duo's intended message and he leaned down to kiss Duo fiercely. Reaching up, he took Duo by his bound hands, squeezing and trying to pour his emotions without words into the kiss and his touch. Duo moaned a little, and suddenly, Heero released Duo, pulling away. Stripping his clothes off in a hurry, he returned to stretch out over Duo, leaning higher so he could kiss each finger of Duo's hands.
"I love you," he whispered with each kiss. "I love you, I love you, I love you." He ducked down and kissed Duo again.
Duo raised his legs, pressing the tops of his thighs to the back of Heero's, lifting his hips so that their groins could meet.
Heero shifted then, altering their position so that his legs were between Duo's and Duo's legs were wrapped around his waist, letting their groins meet intimately.
"God, Duo..."
"Please, Heero..."
"Yes...Gods, yes..."
Heero trailed kisses down Duo's chest, paying attention to each of his nipples and nuzzling the skin that was a little flushed and dampening with sweat. He let his tongue dip into Duo's navel, smiling when Duo arched a little, rubbing their hardened cocks together again. Moving lower still, he coaxed Duo's legs from his waist as he looked up at Duo.
Duo's fingers were flexing, itching to touch Heero, but he reminded himself that he did implicitly trust Heero and that Heero would never hurt him. His eyes met Heero's and he licked his lips.
Then, his eyes slipped shut when Heero's mouth closed over his cock. He cried out softly as Heero lavished attention upon him, tongue caressing, head bobbing gently, one hand caressing his chest and the other his thigh and waist.
"Please, Heero..." he said, trying to focus himself. "I don't...not without you..."
Heero seemed to understand his fragmented sentence and he pulled back, giving the head of Duo's cock a kiss before he moved up to Duo's head.
"Let me taste you, too?" Duo begged. Heero nodded and moved his groin closer. Taking Duo's hands and locking their fingers together, he positioned himself by Duo's mouth and moaned as Duo took him into that warm, wet cavern. He squeezed Duo's fingers, and Duo squeezed back. Knowing that it was difficult for Duo to move, Heero shifted and moved slowly, revelling at the sensations and watching Duo. Their eyes met and they just stared at each other, conveying their emotions without words.
Heero pulled away reluctantly and bent down to kiss Duo gently.
"Lube...by the pillow," Duo murmured when Heero moved back. Heero picked up the bottle and coated his fingers liberally, reaching down to give Duo's cock a quick couple of strokes before reaching lower. His fingers traced around Duo's entrance, teasing. When Duo moaned and shifted, Heero pushed one finger in. Leaning down, again, Heero took to kissing Duo once more, nipping on Duo's lower lip and delving his own tongue deep into Duo's mouth, tasting and exploring every inch.
Having finished preparing Duo, Heero moved between Duo's legs again, coating himself with lube and positioning himself at Duo's entrance. Seeing Duo's hands flex again, Heero gently eased the head of his cock into Duo. Then, he lowered himself down and slipped his own hands under Duo's shoulders, holding his lover close.
"I love you, Duo Maxwell," Heero breathed. Then, he closed his eyes, pressing them down on Duo's chest over his heart as he moved his hips, pushing slowly into Duo.
They savoured the slow slide that joined them completely as one. Both of them breathing hard already, Heero began to move slowly, listening to Duo moan, feeling the muscles under him move and arch in sensation. He lifted his head and feathered kisses across Duo's chest.
Heero wanted to pull back and look down at Duo. He wanted to lift Duo's leg, to kiss that spot by Duo's knee that drove Duo crazy with want. He wanted to caress Duo all over.
But Duo's hands weren't on him, and Heero also wanted nothing more than to remain as close as possible to Duo.
So he shifted his hip closer into a better position and stretched out on top of Duo, feeling the hair under Duo's body tangled with his hands. He wormed a hand from Duo's shoulder to just under his neck, and then he pressed kisses on that exposed column of flesh as Duo's head tilted back.
The other hand under Duo's shoulder moved out, tracing up Duo's arm, feeling the gooseflesh that resulted from the touch, until he had entwined his fingers with Duo's again.
His hips set a quicker rhythm and he suckled on the spot connecting Duo's neck and shoulder, nipping and licking.
"Heero..." Duo moaned. "Oh Gods, Heero...!"
Heero slid his hand from Duo's neck, his ab muscles working to lift himself up since his other hand was stretched forward to hold Duo's hand. Reaching between them, Heero grasped Duo's cock that had been trapped between their bodies. His muscles trembled, but Heero managed to hold out as his hips worked, bringing the both of them closer and closer to completion. Every time his cock brushed Duo's prostate, Duo tightened around him, and Heero watched Duo's flushed face contort in pleasure.
"I'm so close," Duo gasped. "Heero..."
"With me, Duo..."
Duo's head tossed left and right, and then Heero couldn't help but lean down, crushing their lives together.
"I love you!" he mumbled as best he could against Duo's lips. One more forward thrust and Duo was tightening and squeezing him tight as his lover reached his climax.
Duo's cries were muffled by Heero's lips and Heero sought for his own completion, still stroking his lover's cock. Then it was upon him, the intensity of it washing through him as he arched into Duo, filling him deeply and moaning into Duo's mouth. Duo's hand clutched his, and he knew he was holding Duo's hand just as tightly.
He was stretched out on Duo when he found his surroundings again, both of them still breathing hard, hearts beating quickly, hands still clasped.
Heero pulled himself up, looking down at Duo again. "I love you," he whispered again before leaning down for another kiss. He didn't think he'd ever tire of kissing Duo. Then, he pulled back, easing out of Duo. There was a towel by the pillow; the lube had been resting on it before, and Heero quickly wiped his hand clean of Duo's seed and cleaned Duo up before reaching up to undo his choker.
He didn't need Duo to tell him that the key was on the choker. Fingers searching quickly, Heero unlocked one side of the cuffs, freeing Duo before reaching for the other one.
"Leave it," Duo whispered.
"You sure?"
"Yes." Duo shifted, rolling his shoulders before pulling Heero close. "Gods, Heero...that was..." He had no words to describe it.
"I know," Heero understood both the feelings and the lack of words. He nuzzled Duo and sighed.
"Merry Christmas, Heero."
Heero was touching the cuffs and he paused. "These are..."
"From our Gundams," Duo said. "I got the scraps from Howard, but I made them by myself."
One side, the side that was still cuffed to Duo's left hand, was white, and the other side was black. Each of the little links though, alternated between black and white; it must have taken Duo some time to make the handcuffs.
Moving off of Duo, Heero nudged Duo onto his right side and wormed his own right arm under Duo'. Spooning close behind Duo, Heero reached forward and cuffed the black cuff onto his own right wrist.
"Heero?"
"You can't ever leave me," Heero whispered. "You're mine."
"I am," Duo breathed. "Cuffs or not, I'd never leave, not even if you tried to make me."
Heero caressed Duo's stomach. "Rest now. I'm not done with you."
"What?"
"That gift certificate...the one in your wallet. It was a decoy, wasn't it."
"Busted, huh? But you were nosy. I had to put you off the scent."
"You left me here at home all day today, worried...stewing over the fate of my...groin."
Duo chuckled.
"You said you'd make it up to me. You better."
"I will. All you want. Whatever you want."
"Whatever I want?" Heero asked.
"I love you and I trust you," Duo said simply, tangling his cuffed hand with Heero's.
He dozed off in Heero's embrace and awoke to gentle kisses on his bare shoulder, feeling Heero's hand trail down from his stomach to his leg, lifting it up and guiding it over Heero's own leg, raised and bent with his foot planted on the bed. It left Duo's legs open, and Duo shivered.
Then, Heero's hardness was pressing into him again, just as fingers squeezed his. Heero was still cuffed to him, still holding his hand. He moaned as Heero slid all the way into him. Heero released Duo's leg, letting it rest over his as he reached up and tilted Duo's head towards him. Pressing a gentle kiss to Duo's lips before pulling back to look into Duo's eyes, Heero smiled, deciding that he liked the blue and white lights on their headboard. Then, he looked past Duo to the bedside table.
Duo turned his head and looked at the clock, at the glowing numbers that read 12:01.
"Merry Christmas, my Duo," Heero breathed. Duo turned back to Heero again and smiled.
And as Heero slowly made love to Duo for the first time on that Christmas day, touching and caressing his lover gently...
Their cuffed hands never once let go.
OWARI
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