Iia Disera Sequel Part 7
"Whatever I say?" Heero repeated.
"Yes," Duo said in a low voice. "Except I don't ever want to see you wearing those...those swimming trunks. Or swimming briefs. Or swimming whatevers. You can't wear that in front of anyone but me."
Heero raised an eyebrow. "But we're about to land on Zera, a planet with more water than land," he pointed out. "Surely, you aren't suggesting that I get soaked in these clothes?"
Duo moaned at the thought. Arian clothing fit close to the body with the exception of the long-sleeved outer shirt. If that were soaked through and Heero was wet with droplets of water sliding from his hair and down his skin...
"No," he managed to say. "I won't let anyone else see so much of you."
"Possessive Arian," Heero chuckled. "We'll have to see, won't we? After all, we don't know what the Kios wear. What if they all went around without clothes? Wouldn't we offend them if we covered our bodies up?"
"If they want you to take your clothes off, you're not leaving Leo," Duo huffed. "We'll go find another planet to explore."
Heero laughed. "Well, for the record, my other..." He slid his lips along Duo's jaw to his ear. "I'm not about to let anyone get an eyeful of you, either."
Duo slid his hand into Heero's hair, holding his head in place so he could suck on Heero's earlobe.
"Hey," Heero protested. "I thought you were supposed to be doing whatever..." He moaned when Duo's tongue flicked briefly into his ear. "Duo," he growled.
Duo sighed, his breath tickling Heero and making him shiver. "I'm beginning to think that you like to exploit my inability to deny you anything."
Heero pulled back, an eyebrow raised in question. "Me? Exploit?"
Duo's grin was playful. "Don't get me wrong, I never said I don't enjoy being exploited." He stretched his body against the wall and relaxed. "So, my other," he drawled, setting his hands once more on Heero's shoulders. "What do you want me to do?"
Heero leaned close and gently pressed his lips to Duo's, kissing him slowly. Duo's tongue lapped at his lip so Heero parted them, but met Duo's tongue with his own. Each time Duo tried to push a little more, tried to dominate the kiss, Heero pulled away a little, until Duo understood that things would move at Heero's pace.
Pulling back and breathing hard, Heero studied Duo's kiss-swollen lips with satisfaction. He watched as Duo's tongue slipped out to slowly lick his lower lip, as if to catch the last of Heero's taste upon it. Half-lidded eyes gazed at Heero, pupils dark with desire.
"Tell me what you want," Duo said softly.
Heero leaned his forehead against Duo's. "I know you said you'd promise to do whatever I want you to, at least to the best of your ability," he said. "And I really, really do want to try this."
"What is it?" Duo whispered.
"Try..." Heero took both of Duo's hands, tangling their fingers together. "Try not to let your urges take over."
Duo look surprised. "Heero..."
"Listen to me. I want you to focus, Duo. Focus on only what I'm going to do to you. I want you to..." Heero hesitated, suddenly wondering if he was asking too much of his other.
"To what?"
"I want you to try to stop yourself from becoming too lost." He released Duo's hand to brush his other's cheek. "Because I want you to really feel, and see, what I'm going to do to you."
Duo looked a little troubled. "But I...I've never done that before. First to try not to touch you, second to try not to let my urges take over, are you trying to make me into a Hydran?" he asked in a semi-teasing tone.
Heero let his hand drift down Duo's chest to gently cup his arousal. "No. I want you to really focus and enjoy what I'm doing to you. I want you to see me doing it, not just feel with your urges. It's hard," he admitted. "I haven't been able to do it yet, but the longer I hold it off the more I want to try making love to you without losing myself like that."
Duo moaned as Heero's hand gently began to stroke. "I'll try," he breathed.
Heero nodded. "Take the handhold," he instructed. "You'll be the only thing anchoring us to the wall."
Duo slid his arm through the handhold until his shoulder touched it and bent his forearm upwards so he could grasp the top of the vertical bar. Satisfied that they would stay at the wall, Heero brushed his fingers over Duo's lips, watching as Duo kissed them. "Try to keep your eyes open," he said. "Keep them on me. Don't make a sound. Listen to me."
"You have so many rules."
"It helps. And I'll make it worth your while."
Duo cupped Heero's cheek. "You are always worth my while."
Heero smiled and pressed a quick kiss to Duo's lips before he drifted down Duo's body and brought his head to Duo's hips. Bumping his nose against the bulge there, Heero smiled to himself, breathing in deeply the familiar musk of his other.
Unbuckling Duo's pants, Heero slid them down, teasing himself by slowly revealing the prize he sought. Tracing his finger from the base to the tip he moved closer, and let his breath drift over the length.
Duo moaned and quickly bit it back, keeping his eyes on Heero. Heero looked up through his bangs at his other and pressed his lips to the head of Duo's cock. His tongue slipped through and played at the slit for just a moment, and was quickly rewarded with a drop of liquid. Eyes still locked with Duo's, Heero slowly parted his lips and took Duo's length into his mouth. Duo bit his lip but Heero heard the trapped moan in Duo's throat; he ran his hand up and down the side of Duo's thigh in what he hoped was a soothing manner.
Deciding that maybe the best way might be to do this as quickly as possible, Heero pulled his mouth back until only the head of Duo's cock remained in his mouth. He swirled his tongue around it twice before he released Duo.
"I love doing this," he whispered. "I love tasting you, Duo, sucking you off..." he tilted his head. "And hopefully driving you crazy."
Duo nodded, but didn't speak.
"If I could," Heero continued. "I would probably kneel between your legs as you sit on our bed and play with this, using my fingers, my palms." He followed his words with the motions and slowly began to move his fist along Duo's length. "With my lips too, and my tongue. I would lay you down on the bed, lie between your legs and continue to taste you. Maybe with enough practice I'd be able to take you all the way in and even use my throat."
Duo's cock twitched in his hand and Heero smiled, dropping a kiss upon the shaft. "Do you know how much I like to do this?" he asked as he tore his gaze from Duo's eyes and focused on the tempting flesh at his lips. Grasping the base of Duo's cock with one hand, Heero wrapped his lips around the tip once more and slowly lowered his mouth down until his lips touched his hand.
Pulling back, he repeated the motion and moaned as he took Duo back into his mouth. A sharp breath and a quick jerk of hips had Heero looking up to see Duo's head tilted back. Gently squeezing Duo's thigh, Heero was pleased to see Duo focus on him once more. Closing his eyes, Heero slowly began to set a rhythm between his mouth and his hand, using his other hand to anchor himself to Duo. More and more liquid seeped into his mouth and Heero greedily drank it down, unwilling to let a single drop escape.
Duo's free hand sank into his hair, gripping and making Heero moan. The vibrations from his mouth made Duo's hips shift restlessly. Heero let his hand drift from Duo's leg to his hip; a silent reminder for Duo to avoid falling under his urges.
But even as he tried to remind himself to focus only on Duo's pleasure, the taste and scent of his other made Heero's body thrum with need. Instead of slowly controlling the pace, he began to bob his head faster, wanting all that Duo had to offer.
He felt Duo's hand tighten in his hair; he sucked extra hard at the sensation, then the hand loosened from its fist and flattened onto the back of his head.
"Heero," his other gasped. "Heero!"
Duo could no longer hold back. His hips thrust forward as his hand pushed Heero's head down. Several thrusts later, he came with a loud moan, holding Heero's head still over his length.
Heero sucked down every drop, his hand leaving the base of Duo's cock to palm his own neglected arousal, moaning as he struggled to unbuckle his pants. It barely registered that Duo had pushed him back and yanked him up, and he fought when hands tried to remove his from touching his aching length. There was a growl as his hand was forced aside and his belt undone, but a moment later, something hot and wet had closed over his erection. Heero's hands pressed against the wall and he thrust forward, unaware that the force of his motion knocked Duo's head against the wall.
Duo gripped his other firmly to avoid getting hurt and he leaned forward, taking all of Heero in and using swallowing motions to massage the had of Heero's cock with his throat.
Heero cried out at the intensity of the sensations focused on his groin. He was only aware of the wetness of Duo's saliva and the tongue pressing and teasing his hard length. Heero was so hot he felt as though his insides would melt. Duo moaned and Heero echoed it with a primal sound. He didn't notice when his pants were yanked lower, not until something pressed into his entrance, thrusting in quickly and hitting the spot that turned his world white behind his eyelids. He squeezed his muscles around the finger, slamming his fist against the wall; his legs strained but found no purchase in the gravity-free air.
It was like there was nothing holding him but the mouth around his cock and the single finger within him. A second digit slipped in, thrusting quickly as moans vibrated from around his cock up his entire body. Everything narrowed to a point of light behind his eyelids, and it exploded when fingertips brushed against his prostate. Heero came hard, pleasure searing along all of his nerves, his other's name a drawn out moan that echoed in the chamber.
The next thing Heero's mind understood was that Duo was kissing him gently and pressing their sated members together, cradling him close. A hand was prying his fingertips from his palm; another was pressed against the small of his back. Once Duo realized that Heero was reciprocating a bit more, he moved slowly to tuck his other back into his pants before he did the same to himself. Taking Heero's hand once more, Duo eased himself from the vertical bar and kicked off towards the door, drifting gracefully into gravity and pulling Heero with him, making sure that his other didn't stumble.
No one crossed their path as they found their way to their room where Duo stripped and fell into bed. Heero pulled off his outer shirt and kicked off his shoes before sliding under the covers and drawing Duo into his arms.
"Iiala aysuei," Duo mumbled. "I tried, Heero."
"I know you did. I couldn't do it either. Maybe next time?" He cupped the back of Duo's head to tuck it under his chin and was surprised to feel Duo flinch. "Duo?"
Duo shifted, gingerly touching the back of his head. "It's nothing."
"What happened?"
Duo grinned at his other and brushed their lips together. "When I took you into my mouth, I should have taken a hold of your hips. I was a moment too late and..." he shrugged.
Heero stared at his other then cursed, sitting up and drawing his hand through his hair. He'd been so lost in his urges that he'd hurt his other, and yet Duo was acting as if it was his own mistake!
"Heero?" Duo's hand rested on the small of his back. "It's nothing. It'll be gone by the time I wake up."
"I hurt you, Duo," Heero whispered. Did his other expect him to be okay with that?
"Hey." Duo sat up and pulled Heero's back against his chest and rest his chin on Heero's shoulder. "Maybe I'm proud of the fact that you like my mouth on you so much that you can't control yourself."
Heero didn't reply and Duo took his hands, working the tight fists open so that Heero wouldn't be digging his fingernails into his palm. Lacing their fingers together, Duo remained silent, knowing that nothing he said would make Heero feel any better.
"Iiala aysuei," Heero whispered.
"I'm not. I wanted to make you come as badly as you wanted to come. And it's just one little bump. It's nothing to worry about."
Heero sighed and shifted; Duo drew back so Heero could turn. He closed his eyes as Heero leaned close and kissed him gently in apology. Smiling against the kiss, he nipped Heero's kiss-swollen lower lip before pulling back. "Get some rest, my other." He lay down again, turning his back and reaching for Heero's hand.
Heero spooned up behind his other, pressing a soft kiss to the back of Duo's head and hoping it really would be gone when Duo woke up. He let Duo grip his hand against his chest as if Duo wanted to make sure they would stay spooned together. It only took a minute for his other to fall asleep, but Heero's mind drifted.
It was true that Heero had been working hard to focus on feeling each and every one of Duo's touches and listening to each sound that slipped from Duo's lips. He had tried hard to hold off from succumbing to his urges because every motion and sound he consciously remembered made him increasingly addicted to being intimate with Duo. He wanted to experience and remember everything that Duo did to him, not just the vague impressions.
Being close to Duo was so much more than those urges. It was difficult to phrase in words, even within his own mind, because Heero knew that they were being intimate not only because of their lusty urges. There was a deeper connection, something Duo was the trigger to.
Seeing Duo physically lost under his Arian urges was a breathtaking sight; Heero had realized that when he watched the exact moment that something primal stole over Duo and set him on a single-minded mission to seek and give pleasure. Duo's movements became instinctive and nothing would change his focus or his goal. But Heero wanted something more; a little more time to feel what Duo did to him and to be in control of what he was doing to Duo, instead of acting purely on instinct.
Was it too human to want more than simply pleasurable release? Was that the right thing to call it? Maybe if Heero could last the entire love-making without succumbing to his urges, then his physical release would...would what? Heero didn't know; he hadn't been able to do it yet.
He realized that all of these thoughts were because of Shina and Kohru. Heero was learning to tell Shina from Duo so that his first reaction was not to desire the holo. Kohru could do that, but was it really because he had mostly human memories? Maybe Kohru simply had a very strong mental connection to his other, and it was this connection that triggered their need for one another. Maybe for the holos it wasn't just a physical trigger.
Heero rubbed his thumb over the back of Duo's hand. Had he asked too much of his other by asking him to resist his Arian urges? Maybe it was only because he'd been brought up as a human that he wanted to be in control. It suddenly seemed stupid. Falling prey to their urges was satisfying and mind-blowing; what more could he possibly ask for?
Duo shifted in his arms, turning to face him. A little sigh escaped him as he nuzzled the pillow and slid a hand over Heero as if to reassure himself that his other was right beside him. For a long moment, Heero studied Duo's sleeping face. A memory came to mind, something that Duo had said as they'd curled together after sharing Heero's painful memories with Kohru.
"But for now, before that want takes over...just hold me?"
Blinking, Heero realized that Duo was awake and looking at him.
"Why aren't you sleeping?" he asked.
"Just thinking. Go to sleep. I'll join you soon."
"What are you thinking about?"
Heero shifted, tucking his head under Duo's chin so he that wasn't looking into his other's eyes. "I was just wondering if I had asked too much of you."
"No." Came the immediate response. "But I am curious why you suddenly want this...this control."
"After I told Kohru about..." Heero couldn't put the event into a single word.
"I know."
"You asked me to hold you before the want took over."
Duo nodded, his chin rubbing against Heero's head.
"Since then, I've tried to focus on not losing control. I haven't managed it yet, but holding off has allowed me to really see you. You're so beautiful when you lose control, when you're so focused on finding release. But I want to try to last all the way, because I want to be able to...to control what I'm doing to you when we find our release. Am I thinking too much? Being too Hydran?"
"No," Duo whispered. "You don't know how much I would like to just touch you and tease you and hold off from my urges, to learn every detail about you. But I've never tried, because I'm too familiar with the sensations of losing control and it's too good for me to turn down. But I'm glad you asked me to try."
"You are?" Heero slowly lifted his head.
"Yes," Duo said with conviction. "Earlier, completely focused on your actions and not just my own body, do you know what I was thinking?"
"What?"
"I thought to myself, this is my other. My other wants me. My other can't stop touching me. This is the other half of my soul. I've always enjoyed being intimate with you, Heero, but this time, for a short time, I could see exactly what you looked like, without everything blurring together under my urges. Now, the memory won't just be of a fleeting sensation I have to chase down."
Heero smiled; somehow, his other had been thinking the same things he had been thinking.
"You know what that means, right?"
"What?"
"It means that I'm going to want more and more of you, and we're going to keep practicing until we get to feel it all without losing total control."
"It's not too Hydran for you?" Heero teased, remembering Duo's earlier words.
"No. It's a bit unfair that Hydrans get to experience all of that and remember it all. I'm jealous of that. But you, my other, have told me more than once that I rise well to a challenge. So I'm confident that one day, I'll get to ravish you completely, and hold you at my mercy, while I see and feel exactly what it is I do to you to make you see stars behind your closed eyes."
Heero laughed. "I look forward to it."
"Now," Duo said, snuggling close again. "Can we go to sleep, my overly thoughtful non-Hydran?"
Heero nodded, smiling as Duo drew his leg over Heero and wrap himself around his other as if Heero was a large stuffed animal. "Sweet dreams, the other half of my soul."
"Mm, don't let me sleep too long; I want some more practice later."
TBC...
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