Author: Zazu
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Lemon
Pairings: 1x2x1
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing, nor do I own the characters. I have borrowed them here for some fun and creativity, and this is not for profit. I do, however, own the plot mentioned here, and any instances that you may find similar to real life events are purely a coincidence. All of the characters depicted in this story are adults.
Notes: Beta-read by Jana! This is another late drabble prompt. This one is for misao_duo, who wanted the prompt trust and also wanted my pervy side to take over. So you all get NC-17 ficcage XD
Blind Trust
Out of all five senses, losing his sight made Duo feel the most vulnerable. Losing sight when someone else was watching you was far worse.
Granted, it probably made everyone feel that way, and once upon a time, Duo might have argued that it was a toss-up between sight and sound. Then, one day, he realized that he needed to rely on sight more than sound; especially where his light-footed, mostly-silent lover was concerned.
He'd never expected Heero to ask him to willingly blindfold himself when he'd set out to seduce Heero on his birthday.
Since Duo had promised to do what his lover asked, he'd slowly accepted the strip of fabric, sat down on the bed, and tied it on. Hands guided him to lie down and his breath hitched as familiar fingertips traced over his skin, sending a trail of gooseflesh down his arms.
"Why?" He couldn't help but ask the question.
The mattress dipped as Heero stretched out beside him, resting a hand over his heart.
"Trust me to take care of you. When you watch me, I feel self-conscious, as if you're making sure I don't do something wrong. Besides, I don't want to hear you moan when you see me reaching for your cock. I want you to moan when you feel me touch it."
He'd moaned then, when a single fingertip tapped briefly on the head of his semi erect cock. Duo was feeling self-conscious; his arousal had partially wilted the moment he'd tied the blindfold on and now, he wasn't sure if he'd be able to get it up again. He trusted Heero implicitly; there was no doubt about that. He also knew that Heero would never willingly hurt him. But somehow, even though the loss of sight heightened his other senses, he still felt wary.
Fingers traced his neck and hands kneaded at his shoulders and his chest; teasing his nipples and touching his muscles as if memorizing his body. He felt Heero settle on his thighs; swallowing when he felt Heero's cock bob against his. Duo reached out and found Heero's knees; resting his hands there and gently caressing the skin with his thumbs.
Heero shifted, nudging Duo's partial erection with his own. For a long moment, Heero's hands were gone from Duo's torso, then, fingers slipped into Duo's mouth. Duo kissed and licked them, savouring the taste of Heero's skin. A few moments later, the fingers were removed and Duo's breath hitched when he felt the wet fingers rub against the head of his cock before a hand grasped him and slowly began to pump.
He wondered what Heero was looking at. Was he seeing the flush that Duo was beginning to feel on his neck? Maybe he was too busy looking at his hand as he jerked Duo off. He found himself hardening at that thought. Heero's hand took his, lifting it up until his fingers were pressed against Heero's lips. Immediately, he slipped his fingers in, moaning when he felt Heero lick and suck them.
Heero was good with his mouth; there was no doubt about that. The tongue teased him as if his fingers were another appendage, reminding Duo of the wicked things Heero could do to him. He licked his lips as he pictured Heero staring at him while sucking on his fingers.
He felt reluctant to remove them but Heero pulled them out. He wasn't quite sure what to do with his wet fingers, until he realized Heero was guiding them somewhere.
"Touch me," a hoarse voice said as Heero pressed Duo's wet fingers between a familiar crevice.
It gave Duo some semblance of control as he traced his fingers down to find Heero's puckered entrance. Heero's hands returned to caressing his torso and he waited as Heero shifted, bending forward and lifting his hips just a little. Lips pressed against Duo's shoulder, tracing around and nipping until they found his clavicle. A tongue laved attention upon the sensitive dip until Duo swallowed convulsively at the sensation and eased his finger into Heero.
He moaned when Heero did, feeling the heat of Heero's body as it accepted the intrusion. He moved slowly, unsure of his angle for a moment, but when Heero didn't protest, he carried on. Fingers played with his sensitive nipples and Duo realized that he was fully hard again. To level the playing field a little more, he slipped a second finger into Heero, searching for the spot that he knew would make Heero shudder and arch.
He found it after several thrusts, causing Heero arched his back and making their erections rub together. A hand then closed around both of their cocks, holding them together as Heero began to move his hips in tandem with Duo's eager fingers.
Duo's free hand didn't remain idle. He grasped Heero's hip, then slid his hand up Heero's side, touching the skin he could reach. He slid his hand under Heero's arm and cupped his shoulder, then his neck in an attempt to guide their lips together. Instead, they bumped nose to chin and Heero arched his back again, hips grinding hard.
He wanted to see Heero's expression, but this was Heero's gift so he refused to ruin it. All sensation of being vulnerable was gone. He was in Heero's hands and his lover would never allow harm to befall him.
Lips pressed against his jaw and found their way to his lips and Duo opened his mouth, surrendering completely to Heero in their kiss. He was already breathless with sensations, imagining Heero's predatory gaze upon his body when Duo couldn't see it, couldn't get even with a gaze of his own. He realized what Heero had been talking about. Although he felt unbelievably turned on when Heero watched him, it wasn't hard to imagine feeling self-conscious or downright nervous having eyes watching your every action and reaction.
Had he made Heero nervous by watching him? It made him hard to see Heero touch him, but maybe Heero didn't feel the same way. Duo suddenly felt unsure of himself.
"Trust me," Heero whispered, as if he had heard Duo's inner voice.
That's right, Duo told himself. Heero would have said something if Duo's gaze had bothered him. He moaned when he felt Heero's muscles squeeze his fingers, and felt something by his head. The blindfold had been loosened by Heero and Duo opened his eyes slowly to adjust to the light they'd left on in the room.
Duo gasped when he took in the sight of his lover. Heero had sat up a little after loosening the blindfold, his hand on Duo's chest for balance as he moved his hips with the movements of the fingers inside him. His other hand was still clasped around their erections, which were now slick with precum, but what surprised Duo the most was that Heero, too, wore a blindfold.
"I can feel you watching me," Heero said, tossing his head briefly to remove sweaty bangs from his forehead. Duo cupped his hand over the head of their erections, teasing them both as he watched Heero intently.
"You're staring," Heero gasped as he met Duo's hand thrust for thrust. Releasing their cocks, Duo propped himself up with his hand to lean closer to Heero. As if knowing what he wanted, Heero leaned forward a little and their lips met. Tongues warred for dominance just briefly before Duo allowed Heero's tongue to search his mouth once more. He felt Heero grab his shoulder hard, hand sliding around to cup Duo's neck before he moaned into Duo's mouth as he came hard between their stomachs.
Duo swallowed Heero's cries, taking advantage of his loss of control to taste Heero thoroughly in return. Fingers tugged a little at the hairs near the base of his skull and Duo knew Heero had found a new sensitive spot when he came explosively, pulling his fingers from within Heero so that he could grab his lover tight while he rode out the waves of his climax.
Heero was leaning back and removing his blindfold when Duo regained some control over his limbs. He watched as Heero licked his lips and raised an eyebrow at the smirk that crossed those sensuous lips.
"My name tastes good on your lips," he said, and Duo realized that he'd been moaning Heero's name right into Heero's mouth as he'd found his release.
"Why?" Duo asked again as he fell back and pulled Heero down with him. "I don't watch you because I'm afraid you'll do something wrong. I watch you because you're damn hot to watch."
Heero chuckled. "It might seem stupid now...but I just wanted to know for sure that you'd trust me to take care of you."
This had been an exercise for the both of them, Duo realized. It not only told Heero that Duo trusted him, it told Duo too, that he was able to trust his lover, even with his biggest weakness. He'd been wary in the beginning, but now he knew that Heero would watch his back even when Duo was at his most vulnerable.
"I do trust you," he said.
"I know that now," Heero answered. "And I trust you with my same weakness."
Duo recalled the image of Heero riding his fingers, grinding their hips together with a blindfold over his eyes. He moaned and pulled Heero close again. "God damn you're hot," he muttered. "When did you put it on? From the start?"
"Before I put my fingers in your mouth. Was this a good reward for asking you to put yourself in that position?" Heero asked.
"I don't know," Duo said thoughtfully. "For the birthday boy, you sure did an awful lot of work. I feel bad. Let me make it up to you."
"You don't have a lot of time, Duo. My birthday ends in less than half an hour."
"Is that a challenge? I think my record for a quickie with you was fifteen minutes. Think I can get it down to twelve, even with the handicap of both of us having just come?"
"You're more than welcome to try."
"Let's get to it." With that, Duo moved on top of Heero and proceeded to kiss his lover breathless.
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